Hi, i just talked to god. promised him i'm gonna love you as long as i can, as much as i can.

if only i more handsome hor...

why does everything that happens feels like dejavu. it's like something happens in life that seems like i've seen it before. either in my dreams or just some thoughts about it.

happened so many times already, like i can see the future subconcious-unknowingly

i need to learn to forgive myself

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I promised you i will not lose our friendship, and i also promised that we will be best buddies 4life.
I really dont want to lie again..

Just wanna comfort you, cheer you up, be there for you. I know what you're going thru rn really does feels like !#$$^!#@()#*&! , what i'm going thru isn't exactly the best either. Many things i want to do to help you, but these aren't the things you're looking for to recover. I can only stand by one side, to watch you suffer and yet could not do anything to make you feel better. But i'll always be ready and prepared if you need me. I not a good friend, God i've failed.

I wish someone but God rn can give you that comfort and heal you. I don't wanna see you like this, being sad/emo/hurt and all makes me feel very bad.

God i pray, sent someone to her, an angel in disguise, anyone, who can lift her frown into a smile, and bury all those sadness/emptyness. And we can see her happy and energetic once again.

it's like i am never tired of giving in, never tired to be strong when you're weak.

God created me for a reason, and this reason lies in you.

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
?Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again