I thought after o's I could spent more time with you happily.
Don't you want that as well?

Stop it... Please.

move on together with me.

I don't have any human feelings, and i shall neglect any feelings i have right now.
Anyway it's also better to feel nothing i guess.

:)
looked at our photos again. i really miss you

伍小姐...

The hole in my heart is still waiting for you to fill it up

Let me in once again K

why i so ugly one.

Not that i dont want to reply you, it is that i dont know how to reply you. Put yourself in my shoes and read your own texts... :(

I cannot be so humji anymore!! :(
Fuck i need to grow some balls

就算你已经死心了，就算我也学会镇洋放弃了，我哪里舍得看到你还是被伤害到

It sucks when she doesn't want us as much as i do. When i finally found this wonderful girl, i thought we could go on for life. But we have different opinions on each other.
What a fail love. I'll grow and learn more without you. Thanks for everything.

Since you really wanna let me go, i'll also let you go as well.
Nevermind about all the great times we spent, goodbye.

anyway really really don't like to talk to shuqi -.-

我猜我真的是失去了一个非常重要的兄妹 ...

Great. This is just too great.

I always my dream to be a great cook.

I always believed her bluffs

tomorrow last day .l.

Bought my prom clothes! happy boy :)

Club21 play stunt sia. Faster contact me la

Bought a high-cut shoe from fcuk, awesome.
Finally i have a high cut shoe after so long <3

I feel so accomplished by cleaning my room today and packing my clothes(finally).
Seriously can't wait to start on my 2000 piece puzzle!

I've also drawn my room interior design and my prom clothes (with colours) LOL!! kuazhang ttm
Feels like Os are finally over. Imma go earn money and buy the things that i always want :)

English: B4-C6
Amath: A1
Emath: A1-A2
Chemistry: B4-C6
Biology: C6-D7
SS+HY: D7-F9
Geog: D7-F9
Chinese: E8

how to even fucking go poly?

AHH i can't wear supra to prom! :(



----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

"Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd given arm for
Not the expression, no, literally given arm for
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you
What happens when you become the main source of her pain"

Eminem - When I'm Gone

I think i'm crazy already.
And O'levels are screwed, too late save anymore.
Lets just see where will i end up.
Byebye

Supra Black Suede with Grey and Red Cordura Nylon Skytop
I've decided, this is my choice. Hope It's not more than $300 :x
<3 !!

I've decided, SUPRA shoes !! :)

OMG these shoes very nice. But i can't imagine the price.. Haih! Anyone wanna get me the high-cut shoes for my birthday present next year? 9Jan2011 ;)

i dowan gen to be prom queen -.-

I'm so weird, so different.
And also very bad.

2 DAYS!! :)
I'm so excited for o'levels. Can't wait to see my scripts infront of me

I really love my mum and my dad. I really wanna do so much more for them. I don't need them to be proud of me but just give what they ask from me.

OMG WHO IS THIS KYUTE GIRL :)

Haiyo, i'll miss quarreling with you in school haha. Greatest bitch alive!

Can i post all your jiaobin photos?!

Dad, i understand how You feel. Earning money and settling all the financial problems at home, just to let your wife and kids enjoy life better. To lessen our worries. A simple, traditional man with a loving heart. A strong man that endures all hardship at Your own expense, for us. You never told us how difficult your life is, or how much You're suffering, so that we have nothing to worry. You expect great things from my sis and i, and want us to succeed in our future. You do not want us to make the same mistake You did. I'm nothing compared to You. And yet i've been continously disappointing You. I've been really selfish. It really hurts me to see You neglecting many other things in life that You can enjoy, for us. You treat us as Your responsibility, and yet i'm treating You like an asshole. I'm really a lousy son. For all the love You gave me, i end up giving You shit in return. I don't know what You've been through, but i know it's a million times harder than what i think it is. There's so much more things to say, but suddenly i couldn't find the words to express them.

You think i'm not mature enough to think for myself, but actually i know what i'm doing, and i know the consequences. I don't want You to worry for me as much as You don't want me to worry about You. My goal in life is not what You want my goal to be in life. Honestly, a stubborn man with a stubborn son. But that's not the thing i want to emphasise. What i want to say is, understand how i feel. And one day in the future, i'll earn big bucks to support You and Mum. I'm sorry for being a bitch and a self-centered bastard. I'm sorry for everything for making You worry about me.

I love you Dad. I'm sorry.

study study study

Please study la yonghao, stop being so lazy and tired please.

"I just know we can't be over I can see it in your eyes

Making every kind of silence takes a lot to realize

It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie

And as long as I can feel you holding on

I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

Cause that's what I said I would do from the start

I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave

Was it something I said or just my personality?"

MY SECOND FAVOURITE PICTURE !!! :D

E8.. FMC very much ty

Thanks Ediot (:
Although there's alot of mistake and out of tunes, It's nice to the ears and to the heart.

My basketball sucks now. I am so demoralised by it

Why am i so friendly in basketball now. Have i lost my competitive spirit? gosh :( I'm playing without aggressiveness and intensity.
Sprained/Twisted my ankle just now, damn it

This is so coooooooooooool.
Was talking to Christine about our birthdays on 2011. Then i came up with a crazy idea of booking the Singapore Flyer and decorating it. Bringing some food and drinks, and of course a birthday cake for the 17's. Imagining it is already so awesome HAHA. Too bad this is only an imagination. Damn.

I wanna excel yet i wanna give up yet i wanna excel yet i wanna give up. Fuck O's

Your actions are contradicting your words. What's there left to say.

Another night with alcohol! Omg i'm loving this drinks (:
Love getting so high, but i will start to study already, i must

I like the feelings of feeling so high with alcohol! DAMN! :)


"I don't want nothing I don't got, I don't need nothing but you"
Jesse McCartney - She's No You

Hard-Minded but Soft-Hearted

I should stop saying and start doing.

Cant wait for my exciting weekends, it starts early and ends late! :)

Going to school's training to play, although have one fuckup coach :P

I Love You

ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION ANSWERTHEQUESTION

When will any of my friends understand these 3 words?
Or maybe it should be ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION

"若愛上一個人什麼都會值得去做" 周杰倫 - 简单爱

so sad looking at photos of.

What do i exactly want? To fail my O'levels? At this rate, i doubt i will fail, but i will not get any good grades. I have to start by sleeping early, speaking about sleeping early it's 11:50pm now-.- I need to not be tired in order to be able to study. While people are doing their REVISION, i'm LEARNING new stuffs..
Comeon yh, prove that bloody mthrfking fat and ugly bimbo english teacher wrong. I really don't like her. Irritating fat ass

I hate to feel missing

How to edit the template!! :@

Happy to hear your voice tonight (:
T-net match in 15 hours!

0 views! this is awesome! just what i wanted :D

Didn't went for training today. And xr is always being like this.. don't know why is he behaving like this, emotional and stuffs.
Watched "Sorcerer's Apprentice" with Davin and Mingjie today, it was not bad :D Bought a blue shirt.

Had real fun today with the guys! 50secs ^^

Life, stop hitting me down. Because when i get back up, i promise i'll prove you and everyone else wrong. The teachers that looked down on me, the friends that took advantage of me, and those that see no hope in me. And that time i'll see all your faces in digust, and i'll laugh at you and your speechlessness. Believe me, i will.

My command of English, or rather my English language suck, big time! I need to buck up.

I had my phone confiscated today, yanti is an asshole thankyou. And confiscated for 2 months? By that time i'm already going to take my O's -.-

Be more confident. Be less shy. Take the initiatives. Stop being timid/humji. Stop being scared and afraid. Don't just talk and no action.

Sian la, i don't like to gamble! Know why!? Because i dont like to lose hehehehe!

I'm so disappointed in Ediot, over the small matter and she doesn't talk anymore.

I need to be more confident in life. My confidence level is 0, literally 0. Sometimes i just have to be brave instead of shy. Timidness will get me no where

T-Net @Bedok was awesome!
Omg, am i feeling... love? nah it's just imaginary

Vivian's coming to my house and study for the whole of next week. Hope it's productive for her.

Didn't expected christine would look, really pretty without spects on.

Wanted to hear your voice tonight, guess it's not fated ba. hahaha..
You have a good night, Imma go sleep already.

Now wb is being a fuckup person. Owe people huge money and he dont give a fucking damn about it. His attitude and mindset are fuckup, he's stubborn and doesn't want to listen. Always think he is right and never in any wrong/blame. What does it take fo him to wake up.

(edited)
talk don't listen
beat don't wake up
regret don't learn
make same mistake even after knowing the mistake that was made before
even if die also no chance to learn