Will a girl like be because she just plainly like me? For who i am?
Or will it be because of the things i do for her?

Can anyone just love me like my parents?

All the best in PW and Chinese bitch.

This shuqi keep dont wanna reply me :(

Do you know how much I fucking want you back in my life?
Fucking badly.












I need you.

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you, is you
Being you, just you
Yea the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

No Supp paper :)
results not good but i deserve it.

5 more weeks of holiday!

That girl selling speakers at the recent COMEX IT fair is sooooooooo pretty, and i will never see her again :(

The best way to mark a women is to fuck a women - Alan Ong

true story

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again

TAYLOR MOMSEN !! <3

Gotta escape here and bitch about my classmates.

Nigel is really getting very cocky.
WanTing is quite fucked up.
Jingyi is fucking act cute.
Really have problem with these 3 soon if they cannot maintain.

Kaixin still a slut? Idk maybe she become better?
Weixuan has a proud face.
Engkiat kinda wanna act ahbeng? :/

The others are really cute though :) esp tony and koksien.

Term 1 test results was really bad, but I guess I got what I deserve since I was too lazy to study.

I.WANT.THIS.BAG. :(



AND.THIS.LOOKS.COOL.AS.WELL....

Shuqi ah, miss you ah.

I need to be in the top 8 out of 165 students at the end of year 3 to qualify for uni.


WOW

I NEED TO CUT DOWN ON MY DIET!
I NEED TO EXERCISE MORE!
I NEED TO TRAIN UP ON MY BASKETBALL!
I NEED TO SLIM DOWN ON MY TUMMY AND MY THIGHS!

YAY i got a fucked up nerd class! -.-

I gonna start working out after wednesday!
NO MORE PROCASTINATING!

fuck sia i now damn fat :(

Dear god, give her strength to complete her marathon today. And please do not let her fall sick or suffer injuries after that.
Thankyou.

keep saying i want to save money, but in the end also spent everything haihh..

anyway i hope my allowance will up to $500 a month pls :(

Wow, 3rd time I dreamt of co last night. Goshh what's happening to my head :/

Last night was the 2nd time this year I dreamt of co. Emm, wow. Hahahaha, really nice actually ^^

I'm in love with your daughter

I will save money this week!! :@

Gonna start slimming down and keeping fit. Traintraintrain!

I wonder how's buddy doing nao.

you never stop making me worry about you!!

Working at night is really taking my sleep away. But owells, have to admit you can only enjoy not sleeping at night when you are not schooling.

Just returned from KL. Spent about SG$450 there. Feeling so guilty when i keep spending my parents money.


Random thoughts: Do i have any problems with my friends.
I hope not.

It's really very hard to piece your words into a story.
It's also really hard to believe your words.

Had enough of all the false hopes, and yet they never stop flooding me with it.

I cant function, can someone pls do.

I always feel :) + :( at the same time!!

I can't I be that kind of guy :( those like ones like in love movies.

Happppppppppy ^^

Fucking sad about my hair right now ccb

I think i paid for my own birthday present this year, but nvm I still love it, my favorite present

need to do a few things before i fly

Supporting you behind the scenes. That's all i can do right now.

Gonna buy another blue vans when my this blue vans spoil.

We all are drifting apart
你们高兴就好了

:)

Sorry.

really dont like to wait for people to end their dota games -.-

"wait ah, dota-ing now, talk to you when game ends"

*no reply* ... "i just end dota."

Doesnt matter if i get into home u teams, i just wanna try to get into temasek poly team hahahaha! Huge challenge, gotta start working out real soon yo :(

glad

Not really interested to make alot of new friends. Be glad if you're one of my friend now heheheheh ^^

Hi, i just talked to god. promised him i'm gonna love you as long as i can, as much as i can.

if only i more handsome hor...

why does everything that happens feels like dejavu. it's like something happens in life that seems like i've seen it before. either in my dreams or just some thoughts about it.

happened so many times already, like i can see the future subconcious-unknowingly

i need to learn to forgive myself

TP account & finance

I promised you i will not lose our friendship, and i also promised that we will be best buddies 4life.
I really dont want to lie again..

Just wanna comfort you, cheer you up, be there for you. I know what you're going thru rn really does feels like !#$$^!#@()#*&! , what i'm going thru isn't exactly the best either. Many things i want to do to help you, but these aren't the things you're looking for to recover. I can only stand by one side, to watch you suffer and yet could not do anything to make you feel better. But i'll always be ready and prepared if you need me. I not a good friend, God i've failed.

I wish someone but God rn can give you that comfort and heal you. I don't wanna see you like this, being sad/emo/hurt and all makes me feel very bad.

God i pray, sent someone to her, an angel in disguise, anyone, who can lift her frown into a smile, and bury all those sadness/emptyness. And we can see her happy and energetic once again.

it's like i am never tired of giving in, never tired to be strong when you're weak.

God created me for a reason, and this reason lies in you.

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
?Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again

Stupid girl ttfm omg. Too bad I'm not supposed to feel jealous. Swear that you are one lucky bitchb

Broke like no mother sia. $.$
i need $100,000 ...

"If a girl is stupid enough to love you after you broke her heart, i guarantee you, she's the one. And i assure you, you are one lucky guy."




"If a boy is stupid enough to love you after you broke his heart, i guarantee you, he's the one. And i assure you, you are one lucky girl."

Fuck all the XXXX friends i have. Seriously

all.just.go.far.far.away.

fuck this heart.

i realised i've been classmates with alison for my 4 years in ngeeann :) wow, time flies, this year we will definately be in different schools! hahaha, gonna miss this special friend, and all her attitude/moods :p hehehehe !!

false hopes, liars.

Yonghao, so disappointing!

Everytime i read XXXXX letter on graduation day 2010, i will sillily smile at myself :) It never fails to make me feel better ^^

Woah, come so late then kpkb gl so much. When are you gonna change... 5th year already leh boy. Be more responsible with your words and actions. Be less selfish. You have so much to learn, to be more mature and sensible, the world doesn't only revolve around you, people around you are affexted as well. Feels like you taking advantage of us lor, just saying. I bet you won't treat other girls the same way right.

But you are still my friend, I will give and take. That's what bros are for right. I hope you do the same too.

Buddy i dreamt of you, perhaps the 2nd time, or the 2nd one i remembered. 1st one i remembered was in sec 3, it was really a joke back then.

This time, you were outside my house. From the peephole of the door, i see you, back leaning against the wall, smiling to yourself. A beautiful sight. Then i let you in. not very sure what we were exactly doing, but i think we are cooking for ourselves. Don't remembered what we played too, but we had lotsa fun the whole day :)
How i wished things now would be like that now, that as in we are close best friends, once again. But it's only just a dream. 1 week ago i wanted to be together with you, yet now i really just want nothing else but best buddies. So weird how my mind works.

But i'm not gonna lie, i feel you are still really cold towards me, perhaps we can be cold-best-friends that doesn't mind. And i also feel really stranger from you, perhaps again we can be stranger-best-friend that doesn't mind.

I've let go and moved on. I think you did it way before me.
I believe you need time to feel less awkward. Take your time then :)

Remember before hbht thingy, i promised you our friendship will never end? Well, now i need your help to fulfill it! After this awkward period you are facing, we'll be sitting down looking back and laugh at how childish it was. That's what you told me right!

haha, buddy i miss you :p
takecare^^

-yonghao

It doesn't makes you less selfish

Since things have become like this, it's obviously not the way i wanted it to be but i'm just gonna have to accept it. And well, i hope things are going fine for you and you get what you wanted from us. Time for me to let go.