Dad, i understand how You feel. Earning money and settling all the financial problems at home, just to let your wife and kids enjoy life better. To lessen our worries. A simple, traditional man with a loving heart. A strong man that endures all hardship at Your own expense, for us. You never told us how difficult your life is, or how much You're suffering, so that we have nothing to worry. You expect great things from my sis and i, and want us to succeed in our future. You do not want us to make the same mistake You did. I'm nothing compared to You. And yet i've been continously disappointing You. I've been really selfish. It really hurts me to see You neglecting many other things in life that You can enjoy, for us. You treat us as Your responsibility, and yet i'm treating You like an asshole. I'm really a lousy son. For all the love You gave me, i end up giving You shit in return. I don't know what You've been through, but i know it's a million times harder than what i think it is. There's so much more things to say, but suddenly i couldn't find the words to express them.

You think i'm not mature enough to think for myself, but actually i know what i'm doing, and i know the consequences. I don't want You to worry for me as much as You don't want me to worry about You. My goal in life is not what You want my goal to be in life. Honestly, a stubborn man with a stubborn son. But that's not the thing i want to emphasise. What i want to say is, understand how i feel. And one day in the future, i'll earn big bucks to support You and Mum. I'm sorry for being a bitch and a self-centered bastard. I'm sorry for everything for making You worry about me.

I love you Dad. I'm sorry.