Buddy i dreamt of you, perhaps the 2nd time, or the 2nd one i remembered. 1st one i remembered was in sec 3, it was really a joke back then.

This time, you were outside my house. From the peephole of the door, i see you, back leaning against the wall, smiling to yourself. A beautiful sight. Then i let you in. not very sure what we were exactly doing, but i think we are cooking for ourselves. Don't remembered what we played too, but we had lotsa fun the whole day :)
How i wished things now would be like that now, that as in we are close best friends, once again. But it's only just a dream. 1 week ago i wanted to be together with you, yet now i really just want nothing else but best buddies. So weird how my mind works.

But i'm not gonna lie, i feel you are still really cold towards me, perhaps we can be cold-best-friends that doesn't mind. And i also feel really stranger from you, perhaps again we can be stranger-best-friend that doesn't mind.

I've let go and moved on. I think you did it way before me.
I believe you need time to feel less awkward. Take your time then :)

Remember before hbht thingy, i promised you our friendship will never end? Well, now i need your help to fulfill it! After this awkward period you are facing, we'll be sitting down looking back and laugh at how childish it was. That's what you told me right!

haha, buddy i miss you :p
takecare^^

-yonghao